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aish.
i aished for no reason.
played handball with my brother in the living room today. it was odd.
though it seemed he was having the time of his life even though i was thrashing him.
i think he really just wanted someone to play with even if he lossed.
that was quite an interesting thought.
he sleep talks now and then. once, in the dead of night, i remember catching him sleep singing. most of his unconscious conversations include "its mine!" or "unfair!"
and at first i find this rather amusing that even in his sleep he likes to have arguments but then it strike me that maybe i should be more considerate. like play when he is left bouncing a tennis ball against the wall alone or teaching him complex clapping games that he would never catch onto. at least then he wouldn't complain it's unfair. or maybe i should let him explore his own mind and find his imaginative side through isolation. isolation sounds like an evil word. more like personal space or time to reflect and roam the ends of his creative being. haha. or maybe that's just an excuse for myself to indulge in the comfort of my room and the endless entertainment and relaxation it brings me. it is my fort and if entered... well there had better be a good reason why my peace has been disturbed.
probably meditating again.
i need to find a way to incorporate the soothing of the mind into daily life. i was thinking maybe on the train i could just do a bit of posture adjusting and stare out of the window and hope i will just blank out without looking like a pyscho. closing my eyes would make me too self conscious and therefore wouldn't work.
anyways, one last test tomorrow and then i'm free to enjoy the world! Yay! i have to go shopping or i may not survive. i need to overload myself with movies and new tv dramas and i want to make pavlova.
omg i should be sleeping
ok goodnight,
Glo

been tumblring for more than 2 hours

aish
tired
and bored
so decided to blog
considering i haven't done so in a while
in the middle of exams still
though
we are watching a french movie
and it is awesome
and i like the guy who is in it
who at the time was around my age but is now 20 or so :(
still he is awesome
been tumblring a lot lately
because once i log on i can't get off
i follow way too many people and my dashboard is soo bombarded.
Every two seconds literally something new pops up
so yes.
b2st's album is awesome
fiction is amazing and sooo freaking addictive
as well as back to you and many other songs
mum has been giving me tonnes of her old clothes which may sound daggy
but in fact is incredibly awesome because some of the clothes are like well
incredibly awesome
found a nice jacket thingo which is really warm and the sleeve ends are really nice
and the colour reminds me of milk tea.
have a couple of nice blazers as well.
should really show you the size of my shoe collection.
hehe rather impressive
yet i still long for more
can never get enough shoes
my hair is getting long
like really long
like even in exams for a brief second i think about how long my hair is
coz it's in my face half the time
i don't really want to cut it yet though
omg rachel's hair colour is so freaking awesome
aish
i can always dream at least
i want to like have like piggy tails and then curl the end.
reminds me of a pic with goo hara doing the same :)
tired tired and procrastinating when i seriously should be studying
should have started like 3 hours ago.
anyways,
my hair smells good
lol
and playing guitar is fun
even though all i do is play the same chords over and over again
hope your having a more exciting weekend,
Glo